I Am Not Welcomed December To Come!

just because of I am still not working & doesn't generate any income at all! and now i feel like i am burdening my husband because he is always thinking how to settle all my commitments..hmm..i am not ask him to settle it by using his money, because that is my commitments!

seriously i felt useless right now just because i have nothing to do to improve myself..all my interviews are failed and i am almost give up!

plus tomorrow is my husband's birthday and i don't know what to do..