Sunday, February 20, 2011

Manusia Memang Tak Pernah Kenal Erti Puas

huh. emo pulak tetiba. tapi bila pikir balik, hidup ni memang macam roda. so, kalau kita pernah cakap pasal sesuatu, in future kita pulak yang akan berhadapan dengan situasi tu.

situasinya sangat klise.

bila dah graduate, dah ada ijazah dalam tangan, bila purata umur graduan 23 hingga 24 tahun, orang sekeliling akan tanya;

"bila nak kawen ni? lambat-lambat nanti takut tak laku."

fine. selepas 2-3 tahun bekerja, agak-agak cukup duit untuk kawen (atau mampu buat loan untuk kawen), maka berlangsunglah majlis gilang-gemilang seperti yang orang sekeliling ingin lihat.

tapi selepas itu, orang sekeliling akan tanya pulak;

"bila nak ada anak ni? merancang ke?"

pangggg. kalau aku boleh tampar memang aku nak tampar mulut orang tu. ko ingat senang nak buat anak? kalau buat anak senang macam buat donat, hari-hari aku buat.

(tapi tu dalam situasi aku. sambung dengan situasi orang lain pulak ye.)

fine. lepas sorang anak keluar, orang sekeliling pon tanya lagi;

"bila dia nak dapat adik tu? jangan jarak sangat, nanti manja budak tu!"

kononnya dah keluar 4 anak lepas tu. orang sekeliling tanya lagi;

"takkan 4 anak je?"

ok fine bab anak. pastu anak dah besar sikit. skip 23 tahun terus la ye. agak-agak apa orang sekeliling akan tanya ek?

"bila nak ada menantu ni? teringin aku nak makan nasi minyak ko."

tengok. ilmu pasal benda-benda ni tak perlu dipelajari atau diperturunkan dari satu generasi ke satu generasi. ia akan berlaku sendiri. sebab? kita hanya manusia biasa, yang tak pernah puas dengan apa yang kita ada (mahupun apa yang orang lain ada).

typical human.

Friday, February 18, 2011

Back To Normal

since Dec 2010, I've been separated from my husband because I have to work at Mantin, NS while he is still working at KL. sudahnya jadi weekend husband-wife lah kan. banyak betul dugaannya bila tak melekat berdua ni. ye lah, I mean I tak nampak dia, dia tak nampak I. masa awal-awal dulu memang rindu merindu nangis menangis tu biasalah ye, sebab kalau dulu tetiap malam nak tido harus peluk dia dulu pastu bila pagi sorang dah telungkup sorang dah senget ke tepi. haha.
so by the time of that, I still looking for another job that suits me better in terms of the location. I have going through lots of interviews and finally I have been offered to a new job, which is nearer from our house in KL. nak tau betapa dekatnya? alah beza 2 station LRT aje!!!! best kan?
I got the news just now, and have informed my 2 colleagues, Lit & Diana about the joy. bila diorang baca emel tu memasing dah bergonjeng, menggeletis macam beruk dapat bunga. haha. of course they are happy for me, because they also wanted to resign but need to find another job first la kan?
I have to report duty on 1st March 2011, as an assistant registrar at the ipts near pj. haha, bunyik gempak kan? of course still in education field but I am not going to liaise with students anymore. wihuuu. tapi of course kena hadap registrar la pulak. hmm. life is never easy kan?
ok then, tu je berita gembira nak kasi tau. boboi.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Allahuakbar

Allahuakbar!

That's the only word came out from my mouth when received an SMS from my husband ;

Baby dalam perut Shida dah meninggal.

aduh! I'm sure mesti dia patah hati, putus harapan, sedih menangis toksah cakap la kan..btw, she is my cousin, sekarang baru 32@33 week la kalo tak silap..tak tau mana silapnye, Allah dah amek nyawa baby sebelum sempat baby nak jenguk dunia..

sian kan?

semalam gi jenguk dia, terkejut ya amat bila tengok perut dia still buncit..but she's not in a good condition, ye lah, mengendong baby yang dah tak bernyawa kan? don't ask me why baby tak keluar lagi sebab saya takut dengan cerita-cerita macam ni..so semalam duk kat umah dia, dengar tak dengar je cerita pasal dia..sebab saya sedih tengok dia...

ye lah, kita belum pregnant, sedih sebab tak ada baby, tapi dia dah ada baby dalam perut, tapi seronok ada baby tak lama..

apapun shida, at least awak dah ada danish kan? daripada akak ni ha, nak rasa pregnant pon tak dapat2..

Friday, February 11, 2011

Introducing My New Friend

my last entry did connects me with my new friend whom also facing the same problems like me, STILL DON'T HAVE BABY(IES)! ok let me introduce you guys,
She is Amira too (OMG!) and her blog is Waiting for Miracles to Happen.
but she have been married for four years now but still without baby..pity her kan?
(kita ni baru kawen setahun jagung dah tensi tensi takde baby, inikan pulak dia yang dah kawen 4 tahun kan? how strong she is!)
ok friend, let us share our experience together towards the mission of getting the babies!!!
to those yang suka buang anak tu, korang tak kesian ke tengok kitorang yang susah nak dapat anak ni? korang sesuka je buang anak kan? korang patut bersyukurrrrrrrrrr!!! ini bukan pasal enjoyment nak buat anak, tapi ini pasal enjoyment of marriage life okeh!!!

redmummy again

oh saya dah kembali obses dengan kewujudan redmummy nih! check out this entry at redmummy.com yesterday, she knews lepas cerita blogging dia keluar dalam paper, many peoples will make an entry of it and so do I! hehe.. now she wanted her readers to give her the link of the entry so that she will comment about the entry back..


I have already give her my link and surprise surprise she already dropped her comment on my entry! haha..dasar eksaited kan kalau orang famous say hello to us kan? hehe..


so nak tau apa yang redmummy comment kat entry saya tu? nah, baca ni!


to kak red, I will read (of course have to dig all the entries and find the way you make the hit k!) yes, I will..
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