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since Dec 2010, I've been separated from my husband because I have to work at Mantin, NS while he is still working at KL. sudahnya jadi weekend husband-wife lah kan. banyak betul dugaannya bila tak melekat berdua ni. ye lah, I mean I tak nampak dia, dia tak nampak I. masa awal-awal dulu memang rindu merindu nangis menangis tu biasalah ye, sebab kalau dulu tetiap malam nak tido harus peluk dia dulu pastu bila pagi sorang dah telungkup sorang dah senget ke tepi. haha.

so by the time of that, I still looking for another job that suits me better in terms of the location. I have going through lots of interviews and finally I have been offered to a new job, which is nearer from our house in KL. nak tau betapa dekatnya? alah beza 2 station LRT aje!!!! best kan?

I got the news just now, and have informed my 2 colleagues, Lit & Diana about the joy. bila diorang baca emel tu memasing dah bergonjeng, menggeletis macam beruk dapat bunga. haha. of course they are happy for me, because they also wanted to resign but need to find another job first la kan?

I have to report duty on 1st March 2011, as an assistant registrar at the ipts near pj. haha, bunyik gempak kan? of course still in education field but I am not going to liaise with students anymore. wihuuu. tapi of course kena hadap registrar la pulak. hmm. life is never easy kan?

ok then, tu je berita gembira nak kasi tau. boboi.

Allahuakbar

Allahuakbar!

That's the only word came out from my mouth when received an SMS from my husband ;

Baby dalam perut Shida dah meninggal.

aduh! I'm sure mesti dia patah hati, putus harapan, sedih menangis toksah cakap la kan..btw, she is my cousin, sekarang baru 32@33 week la kalo tak silap..tak tau mana silapnye, Allah dah amek nyawa baby sebelum sempat baby nak jenguk dunia..

sian kan?

semalam gi jenguk dia, terkejut ya amat bila tengok perut dia still buncit..but she's not in a good condition, ye lah, mengendong baby yang dah tak bernyawa kan? don't ask me why baby tak keluar lagi sebab saya takut dengan cerita-cerita macam ni..so semalam duk kat umah dia, dengar tak dengar je cerita pasal dia..sebab saya sedih tengok dia...

ye lah, kita belum pregnant, sedih sebab tak ada baby, tapi dia dah ada baby dalam perut, tapi seronok ada baby tak lama..

apapun shida, at least awak dah ada danish kan? daripada akak ni ha, nak rasa pregnant pon tak dapat2..

Introducing My New Friend

my last entry did connects me with my new friend whom also facing the same problems like me, STILL DON'T HAVE BABY(IES)! ok let me introduce you guys,

She is Amira too (OMG!) and her blog is Waiting for Miracles to Happen.

but she have been married for four years now but still without baby..pity her kan?

(kita ni baru kawen setahun jagung dah tensi tensi takde baby, inikan pulak dia yang dah kawen 4 tahun kan? how strong she is!)

ok friend, let us share our experience together towards the mission of getting the babies!!!

to those yang suka buang anak tu, korang tak kesian ke tengok kitorang yang susah nak dapat anak ni? korang sesuka je buang anak kan? korang patut bersyukurrrrrrrrrr!!! ini bukan pasal enjoyment nak buat anak, tapi ini pasal enjoyment of marriage life okeh!!!

redmummy again

oh saya dah kembali obses dengan kewujudan redmummy nih! check out this entry at redmummy.com yesterday, she knews lepas cerita blogging dia keluar dalam paper, many peoples will make an entry of it and so do I! hehe.. now she wanted her readers to give her the link of the entry so that she will comment about the entry back..

I have already give her my link and surprise surprise she already dropped her comment on my entry! haha..dasar eksaited kan kalau orang famous say hello to us kan? hehe..

so nak tau apa yang redmummy comment kat entry saya tu? nah, baca ni!

to kak red, I will read (of course have to dig all the entries and find the way you make the hit k!) yes, I will..

Followers Punye Cerita

eh, baru perasan harini tengok2 dah ada 8 followers dah? yet, rasanya saya ni bukannya blog star yang boleh update cerita macam2, sebab sekarang ni kan dah keje kat tempat baru..u ols tau kan selama ni I dok merungut pasal keje kan? nah sekarang rasakan dapat keje tak best!

ok sekarang I keje kat private college kat Mantin, NS..and I am NOT encourage anyone of you to register here!! haha..dasar staf tak boleh pakai kan? ye lah, korang nak ke bayar yuran pengajian RM60k semata-mata untuk dapat diploma? while degree will cost up to RM105k plus! weh gile mmg buat duit betul diorg nih! so that's why I am NOT encourage you guys to study here! the profit is there but not for the staffs! so faham2 je lah, duit tu masuk kat mana kalu bukan top management kan?

I've been working here since last Dec 2010, tetiap hari rasa nak resign sebab culture kat sini dah rasa macam kat oversea dah! just imagine, 60% of the students here is negros & chinese! maunye tak hangin dok hadap bau ketiak diorg dengan english yang bersepah! tetiap hari rasa jantung ni laju je sebab dok repeat cakap menda yang sama sebab diorang xpaham english! camno tuh?

two of my colleagues have decided to tender after we get the salary for the month..hoho..demanding kan? dah kalau namanya I ni executive tapi gajinye dh macam kerani.. ok jangan blame I tak bersyukur ye, sebab I deserved to get better than this!

tu lah, padan muka kau kan dulu dah ada gaji bagus-bagus tapi resign! padan muka padan muka!

ok tak mo cite dah pasal keje, nak cite pasal followers plak..baru kena dengan tajuk entry kan? hehe..(biasalah akak kalo dapat keyboard ni laju je jari ni menari-nari tau!)

ada apa dengan followers sebenarnye? adakah dengan menjadi followers saya, maka saya perlu menjadi followers beliau jugak? ataupun, itu salah satu cara untuk mendapatkan earning yang banyak? ataupun? ataupun? ataupun?

to me, maksud followers tu ialah, seorang pengikut kepada sesebuah blog tertentu disebabkan oleh gaya penulisan blogger yang bagus atau kreatif, bercerita atau beri info yang menarik dan berguna kepada orang lain dan yang paling penting, menulis sesuatu yang benar, bukan kerana mengada-adakan sesuatu yang tidak benar. (so at least korang tau aku bercerita perkara yang benar-benar berlaku okeh?) hehe..

ada gak aku follow blog orang lain, but then I put in my blog list, so you'll know what blog that I'm following..meh la follow samaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

ok boboi!